Timing and Subtitles Brought To You By The Here to Heart Team @ Viki
♫ It’s the snowflakes that drift piece by piece into my eyes ♫
♫ It's the flames that glow and dim, never giving up ♫
♫ I reluctantly allow myself to empathize that fate is like a willow tree ♫
♫ Once the wind blows, the leaves sways as it is ♫
♫ The feeling of missing you is the warmest sorrow, like a pair of wings ♫
♫ that makes me unable to stop and fly further, reminiscing in the past ♫
♫ You leaving me without saying a word, even if it's for my well-being ♫
♫ it's the waves that will keep crashing in both of our hearts ♫
♫ You bore with the pain time and time again, closing up the windows ♫
♫ I held back my tears, going one step forward and stopping, looking back ♫
♫ Not being able to love is the furthest exile ♫
♫ Nevertheless, being unable to help but love is the happiest bind ♫
[Here to Heart]
[Episode 31]
Family members, please contain your grief.
How come things have become like this?
Xiao Nuan! Xiao Nuan, what's wrong?
You had a nightmare, right? Xiao Nuan.
Sister, I saw a group of people.
A big group. And then on the side,
someone is calling.
It was so real.
It's as if it happened it right in front of me.
Xiao Nuan, a nightmare is just like that. It's very messy.
- Stop overthinking. Okay? - No!
It was very real. So scary.
Xiao Nuan, you must be too exhausted lately
and had a lot of negative emotions, that's why, you had a nightmare.
Don't be afraid.
How about this? I'll accompany you to sleep today?
Once you're awake, everything will be alright. Okay?
But...
I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep, sister.
- Can I— - You can't.
Have you forgotten what you promised me?
That you will try not to take sleeping pills.
Okay already. If you can't sleep, let's chat then.
Chat about when we were little, chat about now.
Once you've become sleepy from the chat, you'll be able to immediately go to sleep.
Come. Lie down.
- You're not leaving? - I won't. I won't.
I'll accompany you. Come.
- I will accompany you. - You won't leave? - I won't.
Don't worry. It's going to be fine.
Could it be that everything is just Zhan Nanxian's vengeance?
Just because of what happened to his father?
Nanxian, let's have a few drinks.
Oh, right, your matter with Yixin here in the UK has already gotten out.
Should you call Wen Nuan and explain things to her?
Explain what?
She probably won't mind it.
What is it, Linlu?
I heard that you haven't been in the company lately.
What's wrong? Did something happen to Xiao Nuan?
I've been guarding by Xiao Nuan's side last night and wasn't able to sleep because of it.
So, Xiao Nuan indeed got into trouble. Say it then. What happened?
Since Zhan Nanxian didn't say anything and just left Xiao Nuan to go to the UK,
Xiao Nuan's condition has deteriorated.
She'll get nightmares every night.
It's Zhan Nanxian again.
Okay then. Anyway, after some time,
I can let Xiao Nuan see him real character.
What real character?
Hey, Linlu.
Did Zhan Nanxian going to the UK have something to do with you?
It surely is related to me. Daizhong is currently suing Shallow Cosmos.
Zhan Nanxian suddenly left
and was even seen with Yixin. On the outside, it seems he had abandoned Xiao Nuan.
For this matter, Xiao Nuan almost broke down.
So behind it, there is still such a reason.
Say, if you two want to fight it out, why must you let my little sister suffer?
You two are too much!
Zhan Nanxian is here in the UK dealing with a lawsuit,
yet he was still able to create gossips about him and Yixin.
And he still claims that he isn't two-timing?
Let's just wait for the court's decision.
She will then know that Zhan Nanxian isn't worthy to be trusted.
- But... - I have very strong evidences.
Regarding the evidence...
I even accidentally saw that evidence in your room.
It's 2 pages of the contract between Shallow Cosmos and Professor Wang.
It's better not to tell Xiao Nuan about this. I fear that she might overthink.
What joke are you saying?! In what state is my little sister and you still tell me not to tell her?!
Okay already. Just take good care of Xiao Nuan.
Let's just talk when I get back. I'm hanging up now.
Yang Ying, where are Nanxian and the others?
Miss Yixin, you're here. They are outside. We just finished having a meeting.
Go and call them then. I bought some night snacks. Tell them to come down here and eat some.
Sure.
You are really considerate. You know that we haven't eaten.
How come you all haven't eaten at this late hour?
It was because Wen Nuan gave Daizhong's Zhu Linlu two pages of a contract
that's why, we're in this very passive situation now.
I'll go call them first.
[Wen Nuan]
Nanxian.
Wen Nuan. It's me, Yixin.
It's you.
Why are you looking for Nanxian?
How come Nanxian's phone is with you? Where is he?
He's currently very busy. Just tell me your message.
Give him the phone. I have something to personally tell him.
Wen Nuan, how come you just can't understand?
What do you mean?
Seven years ago, you brought tragedy to Nanxian's family.
You left and returned as you want.
You said that you want to make it up to him, yet you kept giving him trouble.
If I'm him, I will never forgive you in this lifetime.
What really are you talking about?
If you dare to do it, then dare to admit it.
Since the moment you helped Zhu Linlu frame Nanxian,
don't expect that he'll ever forgive you.
[Recent Calls: Delete]
I'm finally back.
- You guys are back. - Yixin.
Hurry and come over to eat something.
- Here, coffee. - Thanks.
Thanks. Thanks.
Drink some coffee.
Thanks.
Xiao Nuan, it's time for breakfast!
Hey, Xiao Nuan! Where are you going?
I'm going to look for Zhan Nanxian.
There must be some misunderstanding between us. I must explain things to him.
Aren't the misunderstandings between you just about your break-up? Didn't you two talk about it already?
Moreover, no matter what kind of misunderstanding, he shouldn't keep being with Yixin, right?
If he keeps doing this, how are you going to place yourself?
He promised me that he'll never part with me, Sister.
He surely...will not lie to me.
- I have to explain things clearly with him. - Xiao Nuan, stop being silly.
It's been 7 years. This mutual deception has been going on for 7 years.
How would you know which words Zhan Nanxian said are true
and which ones are false? Don't get tricked by him.
Sister, don't hinder me.
- Xiao Nuan. - I can't just stay here and wait for him.
I'm unable to wait. I'm going to look for him.
Xiao Nuan.
Okay. You're going. But he's currently mad at you.
- Even if you go, you won't be able to see him. - I can't just stay here and wait!
Auntie Zhou.
Auntie Zhou, long time no see.
Have you been well?
It's been 7 years.
Since you broke up with Nanxian, we haven't seen each other again.
Have you been well these past years?
I'm very well.
After we broke up, I stayed in the UK for several years.
I recently came back to live with my older sister.
You never put importance to all those matters that happened before?
No wonder.
No wonder you were able to get back with Nanxian without any apprehensions.
Auntie Zhou, I was really too immature then.
Immature?
Not only were you immature!
You can choose to not care about those past things,
but I"m unable to do so!
What happened in the past, every second and every minute of it,
I am unable to forget.
For so many years...
...so many years, do you know how I painfully survive them?!
Auntie Zhou...
I won't beat around the bush with you anymore.
I came to see you today to tell you
that I will never allow you to be with Nanxian.
Auntie Zhou, I was really too immature then.
But I came back this time to make up for my mistakes.
Make up? How are you going to do that?
Can making up for them resurrect your fathers?
Auntie Zhou, Nanxian and I being together
is our matter.
What does it have to do with Uncle Zhan and my father?
How could you say such heartless words?
If not because you willfully insist on breaking up then,
why would your father and Nanxian's father rush back here?!
Why then will they encounter that plane crash?!
Plane crash?
No... What plane crash?
Your fathers died because of this matter.
How can you and Nanxian still be together?
Wen Nuan.
Wen Nuan, what's wrong?
What's happening to you, Wen Nuan.
Wen Nuan.
Wen Nuan! What's going on?
My head aches.
Wen Nuan.
[Flying Phoenix passenger aircraft crashed....only 5 survivors]
How could you say such heartless words?
If not because you willfully insist on breaking up then,
why would your father and Nanxian's father
rush back here?
Why then will they end up riding that death flight and encounter that plane crash?!
What really has happened?
How come everyone kept this from me?
Dad. What's going on?
Seeing Wen Nuan's state earlier...
...will anything bad happen to her?
- Auntie. - Yixin.
Have you two been well there in the UK these past days?
We're fine, Auntie. Don't worry.
Nanxian is just a bit more busy because he's preparing for the lawsuit.
What's the situation with the lawsuit now?
Shallow Cosmos will be giving their response to the lawsuit.
Nanxian will be doing it personally.
I'm just about to go to the branch company of Shallow Cosmos to check on their situation.
Oh, that's what's happening. Good thing I didn't call him.
If he gets affected, then it will be bad.
Auntie, do you need anything from Nanxian?
No big deal.
I saw Wen Nuan today.
There seems to be something wrong with her state.
Auntie saw Wen Nuan today?
Could it be because my previous words have affected her?
What did you tell her?
Because she leaked those 2 pages of contract to Zhu Linlu,
that's why, Shallow Cosmos is currently in this predicament.
You're saying that it was her who leaked the secret documents, that's why, Nanxian got in trouble?
Auntie, don't get agitated. Maybe Wen Nuan didn't do it intentionally.
Who can really say if she wasn't careful or not?
Aren't the results still the same?
How come she kept bringing Nanxian trouble?
Yixin, you mustn't mention to Nanxian what I said earlier,
so as not to affect him. Understand?
Okay. Auntie, I got it.
Okay already. I'm home. You can go now.
Say, we haven't seen each other for a long time,
yet I can only be your driver?
How are you a driver? Didn't I eat out with you?
My little sister's situation is really very bad. I must accompany her more often.
If you keep guarding her this strictly,
aren't you afraid that she'll keep troubling you and delay leaving?
Cut it out.
She must be back since it's this late. Hurry and just go home.
Fine.
- Give me a kiss. - Enough.
If you don't kiss me, I won't leave. Just one kiss.
Come...
Okay already. Go home now.
You leave first. I'll leave once you're gone.
Why are you being so argumentative?
We haven't seen each other for so long, so just let me be like this for a while.
Fine then. I'll go in now.
Drive slowly later. Call me once you're home.
Don't worry.
Bye-bye. Goodnight.
Xiao Nuan, I'm home.
[Sister, when you see this letter...]
Xiao Nuan! Xiao Nuan!
[Xiao Nuan]
Hello, the subscriber you're calling has powered off.
It's off...
Hello.
Liu Rui, Xiao Nuan is missing.
Don't panic first. What has happened?
Xiao Nuan is missing.
I searched her room. Her passport and luggage is gone.
She only left me this note.
Look.
Sister, when you see this letter, please be at ease.
I am doing very well now. It's just that some things happened
and I want to be alone for a while. Don't worry about me. Take good care of yourself.
It's fine. Don't worry.
Maybe, she just wants to go out and be alone. She'll be back in a few days.
No, you don't know how bad her current state is. Can I not be worried?!
No, I 'm must go out and look for her.
Come with me.
Hello. I'm Wen Rou. Did Xiao Nuan contact you today?
She didn't? Okay...
Hello. I'm Wen Nuan's sister Wen Rou.
Did you two meet today?
You didn't?
Okay. Thank you.
Where could Xiao Nuan have gone to?
Since she took her passport,
let's go to the airport to check.
She probably hasn't boarded the plane yet.
Right. Go to the airport.
Zhan Nanxian, pick up your phone.
- Okay already. It's almost time. Let's set out. - Okay.
Old Gao, why am I bit nervous? I feel a bit scared.
It's fine. We've made adequate preparations and Nanxian has a great mental quality.
We have a good chance of winning. Let's go.
Okay.
Let's go.
How about this? I'll just make a call and you two just leave first. I'll take the next ride.
Okay. But hurry up.
Zhan Nanxian, did Xiao Nuan contact you?
What's wrong?
She's missing.
For so many years,
isn't disappearing her expertise?
You don't know anything at all.
Seven years ago, Xiao Nuan developed a severe illness.
But that time, Linlu was by her side. Now, Xiao Nuan is just alone.
Since I fetched her from your villa, her state has been unstable.
Do you know that she wasn't able to sleep every night?
Explain it to me clearly.
What illness did she have?
Zhan Nanxian, let me tell you that if anything bad happens to Xiao Nuan this time,
I will never let you off!
Eat first.
I'm not hungry.
You've searched for the whole night already.
If this continues, your body won't be able to take it.
How about I take you home first?
I'm done resting.
How about this? Let's go to the airport to look again.
See if Xiao Nuan will take the first flights.
You're worried about your little sister, but I'm also worried about you.
She has left you a note.
It means that she just wants to be alone and will be alright.
You don't know Xiao Nuan.
I can't let her be alone. I must accompany her.
Let me take you back first.
I'll then monitor the airport in your behalf. That's final.
It's over...
Guan Ti, can you stop saying 'It's over...'?
Can I help it? Let me tell you that we surely have lost the case today.
Say, we've made so many preparations and decided on how to respond.
But he, really great. He just left like that right before the court session started.
If we knew earlier that this will happen, why didn't you all just listen to me from the start?
Just give up this project.
We won't then end up paying such a huge compensation and getting
a dishonest reputation in the business world.
How come only you two are here?
How did the court response go?
What's wrong?
Did something bad happen?
Where is Nanxian?
Nanxian is fine. We also will have nothing to do from now on.
Nanxian has returned to the country.
He left before the court proceeding started.
What?
Hello. The number you dialed is currently busy.
Please call later.
Hello, Linlu.
The court sessions have ended.
Looks like we surely will win this case.
Xiao Nan has gone missing.
What?
Hello. I'm here.
Fetch me at the departure gate. Okay.
[International, Hong Kong, Taiwan, and Macau Departures]
Wen Nuan. Where are you?
Nanxian, sorry.
I owed you those words for 7 years.
What are you saying?
What really has happened?
Tell me first where you are and I'll go to you.
I...
I'm not worthy for your love.
Sever years ago, you just left without saying anything.
Do you want to abandon me again this time?
The thing that I don't regret the most in this lifetime is loving you.
Other than thanking you...
...there are only unending apologies.
I don't want to hear you say these now.
Be good and tell me where you are. I'll go see you.
Let's talk once we meet.
Take care.
Attention to the passengers going to London,
those who haven't checked-in yet,
please go to the main lobby's check-in counters to check-in. Thank you.
[International, Hong Kong, Taiwan, and Macau Departures]
Sorry. The subscriber you dialed has powered off.
Xiao Nuan.
It's you.
She called me.
Where is she?
She most likely has left this place again.
I wasn't able to find her.
Wen Rou, you should tell me now, right? What really happened?
How come Wen Nuan said that forgot a lot of things?
You said that she developed a very severe illness.
What really happened?
After she broke up with you,
Xiao Nuan got very sad.
Because she's in extreme grief, dad got worried and rushed back here.
But in the end, you also know what happened.
The plane that dad and Uncle Zhan took crashed.
Xiao Nan blamed herself for it.
While I...
I fell that it was me who caused you two to break up.
It was also me who caused this series of tragedies.
That's why, I slashed my wrist and tried to commit suicide.
Never thought that I didn't die and got saved by Xiao Nuan.
Xiao Nuan suffered repeated mental trauma and got severely sick.
Afterwards, she completely forgot the main reason why dad died.
The doctor said that this is selective amnesia.
She forgot her most painful memory.
Afterwards, she went to the UK to get treated.
For 7 years,
she finally showed signs of improvement.
We initially chose not to say anything about the past, for we feared that we might hurt her.
But she just have to meet you.
Which means that since she returned,
she has forgotten a lot of things.
Why didn't you tell me earlier?
Zhan Nanxian!
I don't care about everything that happened in the past.
But since you know this now,
I beg you to stay far away from Xiao Nuan!
Becaiuse being with you
can only bring her pain forever.
♫ As long as the tears are still warm ♫
♫ It then won't be colder ♫
♫ As long as the memories still hurt when you touch them ♫
♫ I then won't fear that my heart will feel more pain ♫
♫ As long as I'm filled with loneliness ♫
♫ My pulse will then continue to beat ♫
♫ If I keep refusing to surrender ♫
♫ will I get rewarded or get a deeper scar?
♫ I am actually the weakest ♫
♫ Unable to find any other way ♫
♫ I can only be too stubborn and too stupid to wait for a next fairy tale ♫
♫ That's why, I chose to go against the whole world ♫
♫ That's why, I'd rather not severe this bit of stubbornness ♫
As Zhu Linlu's girlfriend,
why did you come work here?
I received a huge check from Daizhong.
I agreed to be his business spy.
I told you to stay away from Zhu Linlu and Pan Weining. Tell me, what's this then?
Work is work. Life is life.
Who will now pay for your naive mind?!
♫ What you think ♫
What I find weird is why you are always cold with me whenever you see me?
Let go.
Is it that you can't bear to part with him
or you have been playing cat and mouse with me all along?
That's how you think of me?
♫ That's why, the more you want to obstinately persist ♫
You feel that I was unfair to Zhu LInlu.
<>That's why, you don't want to stay here any longer. Is that it?
You are even going to return this item to me, is that it?!
♫ Unable to find any other way ♫
♫ I can only be too stubborn and too stupid to wait for a next fairy tale ♫
Online, everyone is saying that this is your new house with Yixin.
Why must you be this cruel?
You're too selfish.
Have you ever thought for my sake even for a moment?
Whenever I think of you,
I will draw my mental image of you.
Each expression. Each movement.
♫ I'm actually the one that's happy ♫
♫ I don't need any other method ♫
♫ If I"m too stubborn and too stupid, I'll be able to live in a fairy tale ♫
♫ That's why, I'm warming this world up ♫
♫ Bet everything and wait for time to blossom ♫
♫ Leave a little stubbornness and my remaining aloofness ♫
If I didn't tell her those words,
maybe she would have forgotten those painful memories forever.
It's all my fault.
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♫ Hey... I really miss you ♫
♫ Right now, it has started raining outside the window again ♫
♫ My eyes are dry, but my heart wants to cry ♫
♫ I don't know where you are right now ♫
♫ Hey... I really miss you ♫
♫ Too many emotions, and no suitable expressions ♫
♫ The things I want to say most, how should I say them? ♫
♫ Are you missing me, just like I'm missing you?♫
♫ If there was no you, no past, ♫
♫ I wouldn't be sad ♫
♫ But if there was a choice, I would still choose to love you ♫
♫ If there was no you, where would I be ♫
♫ what would I have to regret?♫
♫ Anyway, it's too late now ♫
♫ Anyway, I've lost myself already ♫
♫ Hey... I really miss you ♫
♫ I don't know where you are right now ♫
♫ Are you missing me, just like I'm missing you?♫